In the 4West rehab unit here in the MoJo wing at Southwest Washington Medical Center Sunday’s are our day off. No scheduled therapy sessions on Sunday, its the chill day. Its the day of rest.
Or is it?
By the end of today I was beat, I was beat to a pulp and tired and exhausted and…tired. Did I mention how tired I was? So I didn’t do any formal physical therapy today but I was blessed to live into the world that I love. My good friend Kevin brought Stumptown coffee at nine this morning and we an amazing morning together…and from that point on each hour brought a new friend (or two or three or six) to spend time with. Ranging from our downtown crew, to my children, to old family friends we were blessed with love from nine to nine today. Near the end of it I crawled (or was hoisted) into bed and told our friends that I might just sleep while they all talked…but I couldn’t stop! I can’t stop talking to any of you (that’s what I’m doing right now at 3am isn’t?!) because it’s what I love! I love you all, I love talking with you, I love hearing your stories and making you hear mine!
Much of the conversation today was directed toward the simple fact that I’ve decided that it is literally completely impossible to go through the process of rehab and recovery with negativity if you are surrounded and supported as we are and have been.* You all are changing everything because you have been so present physically, emotionally, spiritually, and any other -ally that might arise. How can I not feel hopeful about my bodies future with so much support and encouragement around me? So while I’m beat from talking so much on my “day off” I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thank you to each and every person who has visited, who has called, who has emailed, who has texted, who has facebooked, who has stalked the blog, who has messaged my parents, who waited in the waiting room, who prayed over us the night before, who stopped by the house leading up to the surgery, and those who are praying and waiting eagerly to jump in once we talk to a surgeon on Tuesday (the 7th) concerning Jones’ lymphs. You are all a part of this and I loved spending twelve hours today with a collection of you. You wear me out…but based on Jurgen’s face when he left tonight I’m pretty sure my catheter stories kind of wear you out too.
Love and peace to you all.
* As I type this I realize some of the foolishness of my statement. If my body were regressing right now, if I were getting infections or other major set backs I realize that things would be different…and this genuine realization is kind of sobering actually ’cause it it shows how much more valuable this emotional and spiritual support is especially if/when the setbacks come!